Well well well! Where in tar nations have I been? haha! I honestly didn't know anyone read this before I realized I had unread messages from quite a few people that actually liked reading my blog! Can you believe it? Real people in the real world want to read what my silly ass comes up with when
battling psoriasis! Amazing. I feel all warm and fuzzy inside! I'm sorry for leaving all you out in the cold to get worse skin :( I've been in school doing stuff and things, I still don't know what I wanna be when I grow up (lulz) so I've just been taking pre-reqs and fun classes until I figure it out. I took an astronomy class, and a geology class and was having lots of fun until I accidentally took a politics class, hahaha oops! Nah that was fun too though, it was just a lot harder. I've never truly understood politics. Too stressful for a psoriasis person to get a wrangled up in it I say. Anyways I got a Pell grant last year and $4200 to spend on schooling so thats what I was doing. Right now I've just filled out to get another, and it didn't get approved before fall quarter started, so now I'm waiting until December to see if I can go back to school for free. At the moment I'm living in my parents basement, not going to school, with no job and I just turned 27. I am quite literally at the very last place I was hoping I would be at 27. The only way I was okay with myself living in the basement was because I was in school fulltime, but now that that is on hold, I gotta get me a job! Please America! Help me help you!! hahaha! Yeah so I have some extra time I guess.
A gym just opened up down the street from my house. It's a Planet Fitness. First one in Washington state I think, I'm not sure, I had never seen them before this one, but when I went to Michigan to visit family they were freaking EVERYWHERE. So I guess they finally made it out here. It's only $20 a month for unlimited tanning included!! Ok let me back up a bit. I have no health insurance, I literally try ANYTHING to fight psoriasis and last I dunno, April or May? I got a tanning membershit at some place down the road for 20$ a month (on sale from $35! F that!)and went 15 times in that one month and saw a noticeable difference! Well I was willing to go for $20 but $35 is not very kosher on my skimpy budget of selling ebay items. Which brings me to my sole source of income the past 4 months. I make just enough to pay my cell phone (which is late at the moment) and my car insurance (which is late at the moment) and then usually spend the rest on gas and booze. I know I know, it's a vicious cycle. BUT winter time is fast approaching Washington and garage sales are getting rare as gold nuggets, and my income is drying up faster than my skin, so it's time to figure something out. I NEED to just be an American and get a job already. It's hard I feel like I'm in a rut though. And absolutely despising winter and snow doesn't help at all. It's such a catch 22. I need a job to pay for medication for psoriasis, but I can't bring myself to go to a job interview without a hat on, because of psoriasis, and WHO in their right mind would go to a job interview with a hat on?! I'll tell you who, people who don't really need a job! Le sigh.
And that is why I have been making money reselling yard sale loot. I really do love doing it though! If I could do it forever, I absolutely would!! But it's kind of one of those things you need money to make money. Maybe I should get like, a job in construction or.. FUCK man I just don't even know... I just like reselling stuff, but I HATE sales, mainly because I don't like convincing people to buy shit they don't already know they need. I highly dislike being a pushy person. Well, I will keep you all updated on the tanning sitch, please, if you care, post a comment or something this blog really is mainly for myself but knowing there's people who are interested and have the same problems as me, kind of really makes it all more interesting don't you think?